RiP My Soulmate

I completely forgot...&& I really feel ashamed;* The love of my life passed away 4 months ago...yesterday && I didn't remember. I really hope that he does not fade from my memory && I really want to keep him alive...in my mind at least.


Adrian Dominique Davis, died from a gun shot wound to the chest on March 22nd, 2011 at approx 10:45 pm. 


Although me and Adrian have not been together for two years, I know deep down in my heart that he was the one for me. In fact, as I am writing this blog....i shed tears for him. It has been hard for me to get  up the courage to visit his grave, because I try not to think about his passing. In fact, it's still rather hard for me to believe that he is dead and gone. I miss him soooo much...


And it's kinda funny, I would rather not think of him as being "gone", but I want to keep him alive....its something terrible...*sighs*


MY heart is so heavy...it literally takes my breath away;* somebody as sweet and as thoughtful as Adrian to have been taking by someone consumed by the devil...He did not deserve that, NO ONE deserves to die like that. With in the next week, I vow to visit my sweet love and let him know how much I love him and how much I miss him.










.......but i'm pretty sure he already knows...because I know..he's watching me <3